Its inside me something, clawing down into my organs, making room to live inside of me. It yowls and scratches getting deep down where no one can reach it. It growls, it curses and it hisses at me that this is what I asked for. He pushes at my liver volleying it around still trying to make a womb in my body. What is this seething, breathing demon that is hollowing me out? I scream in response falling to my knees, writhing in agony as it kicks and claws more. My eyes streaming with tears, my body fights to reject it, vomiting onto the hardwood. Tasting my own blood from the internal damage, I scream again.
"Stop! Why are you doing this to me?" I beg and question as he continues to possess me.
"I am here to help you." He says calmly, as he settles inside of me.
"Stop it, you're not helping me youre killing me." My voice wavering and weak.
"No, this is killing you." He argues and in an instant I feel its claws gripping at my heart, he toys with it feeling it race in his hands. "This is tormenting you child, it brings you much more pain than I ever could."
I plead with it to release my thumping heart from its dagger-sharp nails. It mearly laughs, deep belly laughs echoing inside my chest cavity. With one quick tug I feel him pluck it out of place. Holding my throbbing hemoraging muscle in his palm. "I am here to help you, I'm giving you what you prayed for. You never will be in pain, you will never again cry over promises forgotten, you will never again feel hope or loss. You should thank me, I have never had to swallow such a heavy one as this." He spoke to me as I collapse into my own pile of sick on the floorboards. He let out one more small synical laugh before opening his jaw and biting into it. The sound of the sour beating stopped, replaced by gnashing of his teeth and the smacking of his lips as he ate my heart. Finished, it starts to claw back out, up my throat, hooking its claws into the tissue as it wriggles free from me. My body thrashing on the floor, back and forth my lungs inhaling sharp gusts of air. Letting out scream after blood curtling scream as he exorcises himself from my pathetic form. Just as quickly as it came it was gone, as if it were a mere nightmare. I put my hand to my chest, feeling trying to find a heart beat, but this was no dream. Unphased, I realized he had given me what I had prayed for, for so long. I no longer felt pain, or loss, I couldn't feel a thing. He ate my heart.